HaPpY BeSdAy To My DeaResT FrieNd, aLiM MuRai...

November 12, 1988 - 2009

On your birthday, special one,
I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.On your day I wish for you
Favorite people to embrace,
Loving smiles and caring looks
That earthly gifts cannot replace.
I wish you fine and simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life’s best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after!Happy Birthday!

and Happy 10 years of Friendship!!

AnyThinG BuT OrdiNaRy...

when we start textg again

i know something will surely happen..

and im totally rite bout tat

when he suddenly asked

me out…(“,)

yippy..

cheqppjoy teruja!!

mse mula2 dia ajk 2,

fy berat ati jgk la..

mcm2 fy pk..

ptot ke…

xpatot ke…

serabut jgk la..

tp last2 kali fy stuju jgk..

sbb dia mmg bkn jenis y pakse2,

slama kitaorg kaple pon xdekla dia nk pkse fy wat

bnde y fy xska..

n kali ni je dia ckp

dia pkse fy jmpe dia..

fy pon stujula..

lpas 2 dia siap wat request lg,

dia mntak fy pakai baju kaler pink..

fy plik jgk..

fy tnye knape,

dia xmau jawab..

ok la..

ska ati la….

fy pakai jek…

hari y dinantikan pon tbe..

fy pon pakai la bju kaler pink

xdek pink sgt pon tp layan jgk la..,

n dr jauh fy da nmpk

dia pon pakai bju kaler pink jgk..

mse 2 mmg sentap abisla..

nk tau knape??

sbb slama ni fy mmg slalu mntk dia pakai pink

tp dia xnk sbb dia ckp xminat..

so bila tgk dia mcm 2

rse mcm sweet plak..

tharu?

mmg pon..

hehehe…=)

kitaorg pon pegila pantai..

tempat kitaorg pegi mse 1^st time

kitaorg knal lbih 3thun lpas..

emm…

dia ajk jalan2 kt pantai.

dia sbnrnye bkn ska sgt pantai..

alih2 haritu nk plak

dia g jejalan kt sne..

mmg spnjg pejalanan 2 fy xbyk ckp..

dia tnye sepatah,

sepatah jgkla fy jawab..

tp tnye byk pon fy jwab sepatah jgk..

nsib xkne penampo..

hahaha…

kitaorg ddk kt tepi pantai..

dia pon mula la bercerita..

cerita2 psal kisah dlu..

srius,

fy rse dia mmg sgt2 laen..

trase mcm kne ngorat balik pon ye jgk..

fy plak ntah pesal malu2 plak ngn dia..

mnyampah ngn diri sndri pon ada..

lama pas 2 bru la fy start bckp ngn dia..

cerita satu2 msalah kitaorg..

mcmne nk setle..

hbgn kitaorg mcmne..

sumela kitaorg bncg..

rse tenang sgt time 2…

puas ati dpt luah sume direct kt dia..

xpyhla penat2 tekan keypad..

tekan keyboard..

mlm 2,

bru fy sdar knape dia nk sgt jmpe time 2..

yela,

fy ckp skrg fy bz ngn exam..

bt dia still beria2 nk jmpe..

rpenye2,

mlm 2 mlm 8 haribulan..

kitaorg mmg smbut anniversary tiap2 bulan..

xdekla smbut beria pon,

just wishg each other on the phone..

tats all..

mse fy wish kt dia,

dia wat2 blur plak..

kompius jgk,

dia sj wat lpa or dia mmg xingt..

tp xkisah la..

fy ttp epy…(“,)

n rse agk pelik

sbb kitaorg kn tgh br8

wat pe plak wish annvrsry,,

mabuk btol la..

haha..

so ape ending hbgn kitaorg??

wat mse skrg boleh dikatakn

hbgn kitaorg tgntung jela..

kalu nk smbg balik

masalah kitaorg 2 kne setle kn dulu..

n sgalanye bgantg pd dia..

kite tgkla mcmne..

dpt ke x hbgn kitaorg kekal..

wat mse ni,

relax2 jela..

kitaorg sempoi jerk..

msg xserancak dulu,

call pon xsekerap dlu..

emm…

continue nnt plak..

okek….

i'M iN HeaLiNg ProCesS~~

its already been 3 weeks after the br8-up..
but things are starting to heal..
not that im happy with the event,
but im happy to see how my life turn to be...

few days back,
i felt very2 lost and i started asking people
on how am i going to live my life
with this missing pieces of mine..
someone finally gave an answer
that i wanted to hear from start..
he said,
" if u want to seek for the answer,
find it at the at the place where the question came from"
('_')??
~~thinking~~

what i do is,
i start to text my bf
who is now officially my ex..
duh..i hate to call him my ex..
its sounds awkward n make me felt miserable..
after all,
i never hate him..
our problem was never about this kind of thing..
it was bout something else..
its more complex...

so,
the first message was like this,

"nk msg boleh??"

and he replied

"boleh je"

and so on....
all i can tell is,
we are still supergood, supernice n
so super in all to each other..
we accept the fact that we are so called friend now..
it sounds horrible,
but that good enough..
i can text him,
call him..
whenever i want..
cool....!!

honestly,
i miss him a lots..
thats why i felt really2 down these passed week..
n when we start texting again,
i felt relieved..
n alive of course..
i guess i really miss his companion..
although he isnt around that much,
but i know he always there for me..

and now i start to wonder..
whats going to be next??

CheQpPJoY ::: aLoNe MooD :::

dalam sebulan ni,
mcm2 bnde jd dlm hdup fy..
mmg rse hdup da laen sgt..
bnde y da biasa wat
sume da xbleh wat..
rse hdup kosong pon ye jgk..

i really miss the other part of me..
but i had to let it go..
kdg2, walau kite cbe nk elak bnde2 mcm ni dr blaku,
kita kne jgk laluinye.
mmg fy y wat keputusan..
mmg fy y nk bnde ni blaku..
tp fy xmnyesal..
sbb,
at the point bnde ni berlaku..
fy nmpk sgala2nye ngn lebih jelas..

when i said its over...
he stop texting me..
he didnt even call me..
he said nothing at all..
mcm dia xkisah plak..
seolah2 dia mmg 2ngu fy mntak...
n bila fy tgk reaction dia mcm 2,
i was like..
????

agak2nye..
salame ni,
dia angap fy ni ape la ek??
teman tp mesra je kot..
n i??
i am expecting the best from him..
i gave my all n this is what i get..
after 3 damn years...
so i guess..
goodbye is the answer..

i am waiting no more..
i am hoping no more..
i guess we were never meant to be together..

n now..
i am all alone..


~~CheQpPJoY~~

i DriVe MySelf CraZy...

::: I drive myself crazy :::

~by Nsync

Ohhh..oh...
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn’t know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I’m without you
How I’m missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldn’t see it
Just how good you were to me
(just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love
(you confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free...
And now I’m left
With all this pain
I’ve only got myself to blame...
yeah...

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
(wanting you the way that I do)

Why...didn’t I know it
How much I loved you baby?
Why couldn’t I show it
If I had only told you
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance...

Wanting you the way that I do...
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
I drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
(I drive, myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
Let you go baby

I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do...

My CoNVoCaTioN

nk ckp pe ek??

emm pas 3 thun btungkus lumus
belajar dlm kemalsan y amat sgt
akhirnye bjaya jgk fy mhabiskn study fy..
tp 2 baru takat dip la..
deg tgh on dway la ni..
walaupon pointer bese2 je..
xdek la bgus sgt pon
tp still proud la cos dpt 3.++
haha rahsia weh..

mse dip ni fy amik kos
Dip Kejuteraan Elektrik (Elektronik Industri)..
skrg tgh further dlm
Sarjana Muda Kej Elektrik (Sistem Kuasa)..
best btol convo ni,
dptla jmpe xclassmate ku y dlu..
plg teruja jmpe ahred,syafiq n bob...
mlas la nk cite pe jd mse convo 2..
tgk je la pic2 ni ek...
walopon skit tp byk mknenye tau...
hahaha..=P

RuMaH Ku Di CeRoBoH!!!

hari isnin haritu,

tepat pkol 6 kiaorg pon sampaila ke rumah
selepas plg berhari ry di perak..
mse tgh 2ngu abg bukak pagar luar 2,
ntah mcmne ntah mama tpasan y tgkp
bilik dia da terbuka..

kitaorg mmg da cuak da time 2
bila mama ckp
"eh...knape tgkp 2 tbuka..??"
melompat fy ngn mama 2run..
abg y tgh buka mangga pagar pon ley xpsan..
fy trus lari g kt tgkp..
nmpk langsir 2 da tsingkap da..
katil mama y kt blkg tgkp 2 pon da tertolak kit ke dpan..
aiseh...
mmg xsdap ati da time ni...

abg pon trus buka pintu umah..
pintu almari ada y terbuka..
fy trus msok bilik mama...
ya tuhan..
abis selerak2 brg..
baju2 sume da tercmpak da ke luar almari..
kertas2 btaburan..
laci meja solak mama sume terbuka..
beselerak abis..
time 2,
kaki fy mmg da lembik abis..

fy pon g msok bilik meme...
laptop fy y adik gne 2 da xda...
msok bilik abg plak..
selerak jgk..
bilik kakak xsgt sbb xbyk brg..
kakak kn jrg ada rumah..
last skali bru fy msok bilik fy..
hohoho...

bju2 da btaburan da..
kotak beg fy pon diaorg selongkar...
semua brg2 kt meja 2 diaorg tbur atas katil..
hampeh..
sape plak nk kemas ni??
fy pon xsure ape y hlg..
rse mcm xde..
fy pon xbrape nk pasan..

tbe2 da dgr bsg2 da dlm bilik mama..
brg kemas mama hlg...
duit ry nk kasi bdak2 pon hlg..
stok rokok abh hlg..
y 2 plik kit la..

xlama pas 2,
brula keta abg budi sampai..
sampai ngn meme n kakak skali la..
msing2 muka cuak aje..
memela plg sdih..
bru nk merasa ada lappy..
sian dia..

pas2 diaorg pon bncg2 la
n abh pon tepon polis..
polis pon dtg la amik pic n cap jari..
hope dptla tgkp..
geram btol..
hlg mood org nk braya..
sguh krg sopan btol..

ikot ckp polis,
prompak 2 buka tgkp gne pemutar skru..
nk cite tgkp 2 cmne rupa pon mcm pyh...
pandai2 la korg agk..
xtaula brape org..
bila diaorg msok umah 2..
total sume brg hlg pon xtau...
y tau kitaorg mmg sgt2 tkilan la..
iyela...
mse hari ry kn..
xhormt org lgsg...

so kpd sume viewer,
hope bhati2 la bila nk tglkn umah..
bgtau jiran sume..
mcm kes kitaorg ni,
time ry kali ni mmg xde sape2 y tgl..
sume plg bhari ry kt kg..
mgkin 2 sbb perompak 2 berani kn..
kalu ada duit lebih psgla alarm ke, cctv ke..
ape2 la y bleh mnjamin keselamatan umah..
doakn2 la agar musibah mcm ni dijauhkn..
kami pon redha je dgn ujian ni..
bnde da jd..
na kecoh pon da xgune..
hurm~~~

SaLam LeBaRan...

Selamat Hari Raya!!

hehe..
sorry..
tpkse wish awal2..
mlm ni mlm last fy bleh on9..
cos esok pg2 lg pas sbuh mmg nk trus gerak balik perak..
mau beraya bsama opahku y terchenta..

di kesempatan y ada ni,
fy nk mnta maap dr hjg rmbut sampai la ke hjg kaki
kpd sume org..
sbg manusia biasa,
fy sdar fy byk kekurgan
dan byk melakukan kesilapan...
kalau ada y trasa hati ngn fy,
fy harap dptla maap kn fy...
segala mkn n minum 2 fy ada tmakan
atau mmg sengaja mkn,
harap dihalalkn la ye..
kirekite 0 - 0 la..
bleh gitu..??

kpd sesape y balik braye 2,
bhati2 la djalan ry...
jgn bawak laju ngt..
plahan sgt pon xleh..
kang bengang plak org kt blkg 2..
hahha..
owait..
sekali lg..
selamat hari ry,
maap zahir dan batin...

WoNDeRfuL WeeKenD aT ShaH (WoWeeS)

jumaat haritu,

11 sept 2009 merupakan permulaan cuti ry utk dak2 ump..

so fy amik pluang 2 utk pegi shah

n join kawan2 jd fc utk progrm Wowees..

perjalanan dimulakn dgn kedtgn

leya ke ump bersama ayhnye..

setelah ditglkn ayhnye,

leya pon mlepakkn diri dgn fy kt bilik..

kitaorg 2ngu abh fy dtg amik..

lbih krg pkol 3.15pm abh pon sampaila..

n kitaorg bbuka pose kt umah..

abh anta kitaorg g shah pas terawih..

kira sampai shah around 11++ la..

so aktiviti mlm2 adala cramah..

fy xsmpt join sbb mse smpai pon da lmbt..

tp sempatla g briefing utk aktiviti esok..

nk kate dgr sgt 2 xdekla dgr sgt pon

sbb sibuk bborak ngn dak2 ni..

mklumla lama sgt xjmpe..

hohoho..

sorry kak zaf n kak liana..=)

so agenda mlm 2 diteruskn dgn menyiapkn

segala brg2 y dperlukn utk aktiviti hari sabtu..

ptg2 ketas 2 puzzle n kerat2 kertas segala..

mlm 2 tido pkol 3++ am

pas 2 pkol 5.23 dioarg kjot suh sahur koboi..

mkn je la ape y ada..

nk g dewan mkn da xsmpat da..

syahdu btol..

pas sbuh 2 kitaorg trus siap utk aktiviti pg..

fy n leya kne handle bdak girls 2 jasa..

owhh..

tringt klas lama ku..

lpa plak nk cite..

time 2 batch spm 05 y ada

fy,leya,nik,sa'a,kamilah,azad,sam,bong,sonto...

ada lg x ek??

xingt da...

tp kire ramai jgk la batch kitaorg..

mse dlm group 2

kitaorg try la korek2 msalah diaorg..

tnye mcmne keadaan diaorg kt shah..

mula2 2 sume pon segan nk ckp..

tp bila da lama2,

tbe2 je ada sesi mluahkn prasaan..

kre quite good la sbb diaorg brani nk bckp..

masing2 ada mslah sndri..

tp xsemua mcm2,

ada jgk y lbih slase utk bdiam diri..

xkn la kitaorg nk pkse diaorg sume bckp plak kn??

pas 2 diaorg ada sesi cramah..

time ni mmg best la,

sbb tibe2 miss ann muncul dgn buku auto

y kitaorg f5 budi wat mse nk abis skola dlu..

fy n leya mmg xcited sgt time 2..

xsngka dpt tgk buku 2 lg.

rse sebak je,

lg2 pas bace setiap auto 2..

sbbkn miss ann ajar english

so sume org wajib tulis auto dlm english jgk..

bila bce balik mmg rse nk gelak..

ntah ape2 ntah y dutilis n dilukisnye...

tp xpe,

jnji ape y kitaorg nk sampaikn pd miss ann,

miss ann bleh pam..

hehehe...

ptg 2 xdek ape sgt..

just tayangan crite laskar pelangi kt dewan perdana shah..

stdnt pon xramai y dtg..

ada g outing,g klas n mlas nk dtg kot..

hehehe..

ape itu laskar plangi??

haa sila klik sini...

http://id.wikipedia.org/wiki/Laskar_Pelangi

fy suggest korg tgkla...

starting dia mgkin lmbt skit..

tp kalu korg hayati cite 2..

mst korg tharu sgt2..

cayo la ckp den!!

mlm 2

just sesi motivasi utk bdk f4..

fc xterlibat sgtla..

knape kitaorg nk motivasikn diaorg??

sape nk tau sila bukak fb ok..

xleh open sgt kt sni kot..

hehehe..

y pntg

utk shah pekan terchenta..

:0

pg ahad pon samela..

bgn time2 2 jgk..

ksian btol..

pg 2 slot "where are you going" rsenye..

lbih pd hala tuju lpas abis skola..

mule2 utk warm up diaorg kne wat menara anggota badan...

mcm2 la gayanye..

y ni panjat bdan y 2..

ada mnara teguh..

ada y roboh..

group fy la 2...

hahaha...

pas abis 2 brula diaorg dgr ceramah n

tgk video korporat psal universiti2 ni..

mse time ceramah 2,

fc mmg da xterlibat da..

so fy pon g pdg la tgk bdak2 f4 maen blind trail..

sian je tgk..

ada msok dlm semak,

jatuh dlm longkang..

langgar sini sana...

tp xdek la cedera teruk..

just 4 fun..

tp still ada motifnye..

ape y pntg,

pcaya pada leader kite..

kn kn??

so abis 2 sume org kumpul kt dewan..

skrg utk acara penutup plak..

kjp aje da abis..

plg geram ngn mc hari tu..

sape lg kalau bkn bong..

merepek aje dia..

nsib best..

hehe...

kitaorg amik pic..

salam2 ngn sume ckgu..

haa..sdih sgt plak..

nk menitis aje air mata time 2..

feedback y kitaorg dpt kt hjg acara 2 mmg sgt2 baek..

mijoriti stdnt,

xkire form brape rata2 nk kitaorg wat lg motivasi mcm ni..

mgkn sbb cara pndekatan kitaorg y laen kit dr ckgu...

yela..

jarak umur kitaorg xstdnt ngn stdnt lg dekat..

so mgkin diaorgley trime pendekatan y kitaorg cbe bwakkn..

ape2 pon,

all credit adalah utk mt2 y terlibat...

fy cume fc biasa aje..

thniah utk mt utk modul y sgt bagus..

hope dpt join korg lg utk mse akn dtg..

jgn lpa jmpot fy ye!!

My 1 YeaRs oLd PeT!!

Happy Birthday to u,

Happy Birthday to u,

Happy Birthday to Biri2 Gebu,

Happy Birthday to u..

muaxxx...

hari ni genapla setahun fy bela biri2 ni..

nape fy pilih biri2 n bukan arnab or kucing etc??

sbb fy rse biri2 laplg comel..

n sbbkn oleh biri2 ni jgk la

fy xjd delete acc myspace..

syg la..

da la da level 14,

ngn ada 13 badgesnye..

xsangup la..

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muaxxx...